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Nov. 5th, 2009 | 10:14 am
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Redick
Oct. 1st, 2009 | 04:37 am
Her: "My vag hurts"
Him: "I can kiss it and make it better!"
Wha? I said it HURTS why do you think I want you anywhere near it?!
Her: "I'm tired"
Him: "Well he's not ::looks at penis:: he wants to wake you up!"
Wha?! Motha fucka I said I'm TIRED. WTF does that have to do with your ding dong?
Her: "I have a yeast infection :("
Him: "Damn it. No sex then?"
HELLO!? My vagina is on FIRE.
Her: "I'm bloated and have a head ache, my cramps are killing me!"
Him: "You're not bloated. You're sexy! Lets do it."
Seriously?
Her: "I don't feel so good"
Him: "I know what would make you feel better!" ::touches penis::
OH MAH GAWD.
Penis penis penis penis penis! It's all about the cock.
Just stop with the penis speak and have a little sympathy. Women's vag's and bodys have a lot going on dudes. For realz.
Sometimes penis', yeah... they can be annoying.
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Sep. 28th, 2009 | 01:27 am
What is it that binds you?
You are not bound by any chains now.
Is it just the thought that you are bound that binds you?
Mental chains can only be broken by mental effort.
Zed (slightly edited)
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So much to do!
Aug. 18th, 2009 | 12:35 pm
Eh?
That's right.. nothing.
I've found the importance of giving myself a break every now and again. Our bodies need to recoup at times. When we expect our soul, spirit, and physical body to be perfect and manage all these things at once it's like system overload. Eventually you are bound to crash!
Sit back, relax, clear your mind. Do this enough, and you'll find it's much easier to handle anything that comes your way. You are only best prepared to handle tasks when you able to devote your full attention to this very moment. To have a clear mind is to relax, enjoy the present moment, and not worry with anything.
So when does anything get done?
After a little R&R, write down everything you need to do. I suggest using good ol' fashion pen and paper. There is something about writing things out that is mentally clarifying. Write. Write everything you can think of. If it has to be done and it's in your mind, get it out. A friend of mine refers to this process as "brain dumping". It's true, you will feel a load is off your back (and mind) when you do this.
After you write it all out, think about what's priority. Which big task would help you complete the other, smaller tasks?
In my opinion, anything to do with your living space should be first. If you have laundry to be done, a room that is dusty, clutter, it's in the back of your mind. Other priorities can wait. Get to cleaning. You will function much better if you feel at peace in your environment.
Too much to clean? Where should you start? Start with the room you utilize the most. Look around. How does it make you feel? If you feel it inspires to you to be productive, you're ready to work on task number 2. If not, get to making it more cozy so it's out of your head.
I feel I am at least 50% more productive when my living space is clean, smells nice, and my household chores are done. I can then focus my attention on the task at hand. The more attention you can devote to one task, the faster you will achieve it and the more productive you will feel.
Get to dusting. Make that list. Feel better. Prioritize and organize to make your life simpler so that you can spend more time enjoying the things you love.
<3
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Color me excited!!
Jul. 31st, 2009 | 08:58 pm
After some research, a lot of faith and guidance from some amazing business professionals I decided to branch out on my own. I am happy to say that I am currently self employed as Nashville's Beauty Guru! By combining Mary Kay Cosmetics and a Skin Care line by Dr. Rodan & Fields (founders of Proactiv) I am making more money in one day than I could make in a week at any other job I've worked... and I am so NOT a sales person!
You don't have to work for someone else in order to accomplish your goals and live your dream! I am living proof :)
If any of you are interested in working for yourself and/or working with/for me please feel free to email me (mybeautyguru@hotmail.com) or leave a comment. What I do can be done from anywhere, and I'm so excited to share the opportunity with you!
Love you guys <3
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May. 31st, 2009 | 10:10 am
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Mar. 28th, 2009 | 07:33 pm
The sky started to get even more intense, and pretty much everyone had left the park after a while. So I'm just taking all this in.. then Katie has to pee so we get in the car and start driving toward the restrooms. I'm standing outside just in awe of the sky and watching all these people running, and I notice it's raining heavily several feet beside me, but it's not raining at all where I am. Next thing I know Katie says "We might want to get in the car Regina..." I felt overwhelmed and I called my dad, asking what was going on with the tornado. I explained to him that we were basically right in the middle of it and he said "I'll have to call you back" ...it felt like a knife went through my heart. As I'm feeling this I look around me and realize that a tornado could hit at any moment, I had strong visualizations of death, and it scared me... knowing that I could die without having said all the things I need to say to my family. So I tell my dad "I love you" in the most sincere way I've ever said it. And he says again "..I'll have to call you back". I felt completely overwhelmed by everything and I started bawling my eyes out. I've never felt so many feelings at once.
He did call me back.. I cried a bit and it seemed he was more concerned this time. I felt much better after that.
I just have to keep reminding myself that I'd rather feel than not feel anything at all. That includes feeling everything.. good or bad, and realizing it's all the same.. just feelings.
It's been hard to snap back to reality. Now I find myself sitting here, comfortably in my home typing this entry.
I'm happy to be alive, I'm happy that even if only for a few moments I wasn't afraid to die. I'm still a little hurt, thankful, tired and amazed.. still processing everything that's happened. But overall my, what a day it's been.
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Mar. 2nd, 2009 | 06:21 pm
I've found that though many of the things I've dreamt have somehow come to life, there are always surprises. Every day is still an adventure. My, what an adventure it's been, and how I relish in it every moment.
I'm still on my journey, and I'm so happy that I'm back on track.
Whenever I find myself feeling down or sad I begin to think of all the amazing things I have to be grateful for.
Thank you, life... for nature, thank you for a running car, thank you for a job in this rough economy, thank you for my amazing friends, thank you for a mother and father that are alive, thank you for my warm and cozy bed, thank you for my cat, thank you for the sky, thank you for my ability to walk, to use my hands,thank you for the bumpy roads that have in turn made me humble, thank you for sustaining my every breath, thank you for everything.
When you think of all you've got, you really have no reason in the world to feel bad.
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Feb. 10th, 2009 | 09:02 pm
and hear sirens in the background
I smile while feeling the peace within
knowing the physical will decay, no doubt
but my spirit will live on forever
Happy is such a light way to put it, really...
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Jan. 11th, 2009 | 06:49 pm
house humming
airplane overhead
silence in the background
time is an illusion
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Whole again...
Jul. 14th, 2008 | 09:45 am
When you realize how small you are compared to the universe, it changes your perception. Your life no longer revolves around problems because you know that they are nothing in comparison to how big life is. You begin taking things with a grain of salt. You recognize that there is something so much greater, so much deeper than what we could ever fathom.
When I look at the sky I am often reminded of the saying "the sky is the limit"... of course, meaning that there is no limit. It's true. The sky is endless, the universe is endless. Where does it end and has it ever been proven?
Sometimes it gets confusing and my mind desperately tries to understand it all. But thankfully, along with this awareness of the universe I feel a sense of peace and inner stillness, so much so that not knowing has become alright with me. This is where my faith comes in. My faith is what drives me to the next step in my journey, it's what lifts me up and carries me through the rough times. Without a realistic view of the way things are in combination with a spiritual faith that guides me every step of the way, I simply wouldn't be who I am.
I'm thankful that on a daily basis I am able to learn so much about a variety of things. While I am beginning to see things more clearly, I am also coming up with new questions and strive to know even more.
This journey hasn't been all peaches, for sure. There have been a few times when I let go of my faith and I stopped beliving in anything at all. I can especially tell when I'm disconnected because I don't feel the same when I am observing nature or the sky... I feel like it's trying to pull me back in but I'm just not ready to believe again. Yet, I have found that always God opens his arms toward me and allows me to reconnect with everything that is, and makes me whole again.
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Love yourself through the bad times
Jun. 11th, 2008 | 10:54 am

"Whenever anything negative happens to you,
there is a deep lesson concealed within it,
although you may not see it at the time"
--Eckhart Tolle
Sometimes I get down. I do really well and then something happens, or all of a sudden I feel "low". I used to think I was doing something wrong or that maybe I was depressed, bipolar, or had some kind of disorder. But you know, feelings change very frequently. This is completely natural.
Feelings are not a reliable measure of how things are going in your life. We all go through highs and lows, ups and downs. We can't expect ourselves to feel amazing every second. Even if we are going down the right path. Your "right path" is your truth. Feelings are never a reflection of the truth, because truth is solid and never changing.
That being said, it's important to understand your roots. If you are doing the best you can with what you have, if you enjoy every moment and are grateful for everything... you will always have that inner peace. Sometimes the feeling gets covered up by the daily annoyances or when something bad happens, but that doesn't mean it's not there anymore.
Life is much more rewarding when you actively participate in it. Do things that make you feel amazing. Love yourself through the bad times. Accept things as they are, and do the best you can. Keep pressing forward.
Smile. Your life is amazing. Don't ever forget it.
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Stillness
Jun. 1st, 2008 | 11:05 am

We try and find who we are through things that have happened in the past, or things that have yet to happen. Who we are is right now. Right now is all that we have.
We are living in a world where everyone is thinking “What can I have more of? How do I find things that will make me more happy? What can I complain about now so that I can feel more of myself?” We are constantly seeking more.
So we buy things, use drugs, sex, food, relationships, whatever we can find to attach our self to so that we can feel security in this fictional self that was created by thoughts. This “self” is not who you are, but who your mind has created. We are constantly in state of a fictional self. We base our entire lives and our beings on thought forms, and other people.
So often you lose yourself in analyzing every situation and detail of our life. We don’t know who we are anymore because we are constantly seeking. If you simply watch the sunrise and do not analyze how it is rising, you can enjoy it. If we stop analyzing our own actions and the actions of others, we can become just as enlightened as we feel while watching the sunrise. We can be still, feel peace, and realize that we are beyond thoughts, beyond emotion, beyond anything tangible or explainable. We just are.
We seek our happiness within everything but ourselves and that is why we do not find it. We base our emotions, our decisions, and ultimately our life on situations that occur, people, places, and materialistic things.
People are not relating to you, they are relating to the thoughts of you in their mind. Places are not going to relate to you, they are as they are with or without you. Things cannot provide eternal happiness, but only temporarily offer a good feeling. Thoughts are not what we take with us in the afterlife, thoughts are not what make us who we are. We already are. You are already complete. To be who you are, you don’t need anything but right now.
When you give up believing that the world is to provide your happiness and you focus on being in stillness, you are then truly happy. When you see what the world cannot do for you, you can simply accept whatever is. Whatever is at this moment is as it should be.
An enormous freedom comes into your life when you drop the demand that things should be other than they are. As you bring an inner alignment to the ‘now’ you find peace. It has nothing to do with the form it takes. It arises because you allow it to be as it is. By internally embracing the form of this moment we find peace.
“I might as well say yes to this moment, because this moment is life. It is the only moment there ever is. I might as well embrace it for what it is.” This does not diminish your ability to change things that need to be change, but allows you to be aligned with your true being. It allows you to respond to ‘life situations’ naturally, the way we should respond. Which is, response of our inner stillness rather than reaction of emotion or thoughts.
Things are going to work themselves out whether we think about them or not. If you are searching for yourself within a problem, then problems are all you are going to have. You have to step out of this and realize that there is much, much more to life.
The stronger you are trapped in the sense of the fictional self the more you will emphasize problems (which you’ve created in your mind) and problems of other people. If you are always a victim, and life is always taking a dump on you, then that is who you become. But it is not this way. Living is not the equivalent of frustration but rather the meaning of life.
The world cannot make us happy. To demand that situations, people, places, or attainments are supposed to make us happy are only going to lead you into a pit of frustration.
If you are in this moment, all the things that you pursued in your thought that were so important before, you realize none of it matters at all.
We are living in a world of collective mental illness. How does God allow us to feel this way? To suffer? Why do I have to suffer? Within this world, everything has it’s place. Everything is as it should be, including the way you feel at this moment. Just because something happened to you or could possibly go wrong in the future doesn’t mean you have to be in this state of suffering forever.Your suffering, to some extent, begins to dissolve the egoic structures in your mind, which is what you need to grow.
No matter what your story is, you are here, now. That’s an amazing thing to be! To be here, now, and to see that the outcome of your life is that now you’re stepping out of it and you realize that yes, that is how my life unfolded. But yes, I am here. I am alive, and well.
All forms are temporary, all thoughts are temporary. The eternal shines through these forms. A transparency is happening in you, so that that which is beyond form (stillness) before got mixed up with the story of your fictional self. The preciousness of being is your true specialness. What the egoic self had been looking for on the level of your life story, that very thought, obscured the fact that you already could not be more special than you are right now. There is a beauty and preciousness that is within the entity of your being.
We are trapped in our conceptual thoughts, our egotistical self. When we worry about the future or still feel trapped within ourselves, we are neglecting what we need the most. We are neglecting the present moment.
If you are petting an animal, you can really enjoy yourself. You can sit with it, look at it, pet it, and just be with it. This is why a lot of people are animal lovers. You don’t have to psychologically protect yourself from the animal. Something transmits itself because the animal lives more deeply connected with the source of life than most humans. The illusion has not grown to such an extent of being a separate entity… it’s rooted in being and living. The animal does not create a world of problems, it is one with life. And humans have separated themselves with life. You become present with the animal because the animal is present. Thus, you begin feeling peace.
The sun, trees, animals, flowers, and the beautiful things that have always been a part of creation for all time are what connect us to ourselves. Because these things are present, these things are not thinking about yesterday or tomorrow, yet they are continually growing.
Be still. Enjoy yourself. Enjoy this moment. For nothing else really matters.
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